So over the past few days it's been snowing alot and it made me think about what I was doing this time last year.
This time last year I think I was a totally different person, if I knew how things would be a year on from then I'd of shit a brick really.
But all in all I don't think it's that bad, what doesn't kill me makes me stronger, right?
I hate to try and sound all deep and meaningful on the internet but hell I feel a little bit like that right now.
After all it is a new year and you know what? I'm not going to make a drastic change.
I don't think people do change I just think ideologies do and mine has changed a little bit.

I really wish I had someone with me 24/7 to stop me from being a retard. If that was to happen then I wouldn't have changed from last year, I wouldn't have done 'bad' things, but this is sorta when i get a bit hazzy, I'm not so sure that what I did was exactly bad.
If Hitler didn't kill all of those jews imagine how different the world would be? If your dad didn't have sex with your mom the world would be a totally different place, just with out one tiny insignificant person...well everyone does matter.

(now to jump subjects a tad)

On Tuesday I was in a friends car when I saw a man that I was in hospital with walking down the road. I got so happy that I did the usual thing and made retarded girly noises and said 'OH MY GOD' alot.
I am so happy that he is out but then I started to think that maybe he'd done a runner, he did look a little uptight and he was walking at a fast pace. Plus, he was in Darlington and I'm sure he doesn't live in Darlington...
But on the whole I hope he's happy and that he has managed to change for the good (not that he even needed to change but that's a whole different thing yet again).

I hate the snow, I think I might actually be allergic to it...